I'm scared. I feel unprepared. I feel inferior... inferior to those who, like me, have passed the interview and will be going for the selection camp next week. Sighhh I'm trying to get all the bad thoughts out of my mind. But I just keep wondering- what if I'm not up for the job even if I give it my all? Am I even ready for this? All the other nominees are so mature and so confident... they're people who've got the qualities of a true leader. They're students who are ready to lead the school and are capable of bringing the student leader board to greater heights. They're people who've got what it takes to persevere, people with a strong sense of determination and the mindset for excellence. I, on the other hand... I don't even have the strength or the confidence to believe in myself. From the start of the year till now, I've changed so much. Changed so much I don't even know myself anymore. Changed so much I don't even know if I've changed for the better or the worse. I remember what Joel said during this year's student leader investiture... that fear is what that stops us from moving on. So just what exactly is my fear?
SIGH
4 June, can't give up.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 7:12 PM SMILE SMILE SMILE.
I PASSED THE SL INTERVIEW!!!
Sighhh I know there's still a long way to the day when I officially become a student leader. (If its even possible :P) There's still the selection camp, training camp, probation and blablabla... But at least passing the interview brings me a step closer to my dream of becoming one! Selection camp will be during the June holidays. CAN'T WAIT! KAELY JIAYOU!!!! BTW- See, I told you today would be a better day (:
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 8:52 PM :D.
Third post! Today = bad day.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? Tomorrow will be a better day because there's choir tomorrow, and I can't wait! Choir rocks your wa zi (socks), and your pi gu (butt)! :D
Ohhh Ohh and thanks Nicholas and Justin (:
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 9:07 PM SMILE SMILE SMILE.
Second post!
Life is full of ups and downs, And lefts and rights, And this and thats! You look like you are feeling down, with that horrible looking frown. But why don't you turn that frown upside down? Why, I can help with that!
Now open your mouth, open it wide, As wide as the world it goes! Then bring one side closer to the left, and the other to the right! Now sway your lips from side to side, And remember to do it with your utmost pride!
There you go, You've got a smile on your face. A smile so bright it replaced that frown, But hey, don't you think you look a little bit like a funny looking clown?
My poem for my Langarts ATT! Does it make you smile? Ahahaha :) I'm not very good at poems but I tried my best, so give me some comments on what you think of my poem alright? Thanks!
Byee. (Oh yea, tagboard's up!)
@ 3:11 PM HELLO WORLD.
<- Cute.
First post on Liren's 15th birthday. Yayy happy birthday Liren! My previous blog consisted of over 200 posts, so let's see if this blog will be able to break the existing record that I have set. Haha, the fact that I deleted my previous blog must have come as a shock for some people huh? If so then yay 'cos I love shocking people. Wee I'm a shocker! My every week is going to be really hectic now. Yayy I love hectic weeks.
Speaking of AP, I HAVE OFFICIALLY RESIGNED AS YEAP YEAP'S SECRETARY. YAY!
Note that I either have my dental check up, back bone check up or an appointment with the dermatologist every Friday. YAYYYY I SHALL HATE MONDAYS AND TUESDAYS FROM NOW ON BECAUSE ITS WHEN I AM SO FREE :O<- Just kidding. I love everyday :D
Oh wait :O There's still SLB (If I become a SL). YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Byee. (I'll do the links and create a new tagboard tmr)
Hello world! My name is as seen above,
My birthday's on 1/1/97,
My primary school was Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (Primary),
But I'm now studying in Xinmin Secondary School
I'm from the Xinmin Chorale (ALTO♥♥♥), Xinmin Debate and I'm also an Assembly Presenter
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