1. I quoted the teachers :D -"Don't go online and bitch _______" -"You cannot pee during your PE lesson" (When you say PE really fast, it sounds like pee!)
2. I got a twitterrrrrr. Ask me for my username haha.
3. Chinese and physics test on Friday! AND I HAVE NOT STARTED ON MY REVISION AHHH.
4. I tell you hor, if I didn't mentally prepare myself for this week's recess duty... then today I might have cried in front of Jihao and Aderic already LOL, but instead I was cursing someone.
5. Rumors spread fast. VERY FAST. Somehow I feel apologetic...
Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 6:15 PM You suck manszx..
Its not like me to be temperamental or irritable and all that... I really wish I could control my temper. I don't want my studies to get in the way with my emotions. Fang pi la :(
Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 11:08 AM Ew.
Yesterday night was ironic. All I can say is, well, thank God I was never in a relationship, am not in a relationship and will never ever ever be in a relationship.
Yes because break ups are ___________________________. Crushing is enough for me :D I feel much better after talking to Justin and Denyse though, like after a week of bottling up and crying myself to sleep. Life is good when you have good friends like them who are always there for you :D
I'm not going to Europe. I'm not going to New York either. Crap, I saved up since the beginning of the year and just yesterday my Dad had to tell me that due to the recession or whatsoever I can't go to Europe anymore.
Yes I understand that his intentions are good and yes I can accommodate to his feelings and all that. I'm over it, fine if I'm not going. Whatever, never mind- I know there will be many other opportunities for me to travel overseas in the near future. But what about him- Did he even freaking spare a thought for my feelings? Does he even know how I truly feel or even the amount of stress I'm dealing and have been dealing with since the start of Semester 2? I know he'll never acknowledge me as his daughter unless I get promoted to the Express stream. But I'm trying my best, I'm working very hard. But does he even care?
No. Obviously not.
Oh and I realize I can really relate to the lyrics of all of the songs in Demi Lovato's first and second album, hehehe. Especially "Everything You're Not", "Catch Me" and "Falling Over Me". Yea o.o
Don't worry I'm not emo :D
Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 10:04 AM Ultra Kitty speaks.
I'm ultra kitty. Raych is hello man. Together we're awesome hehehe.
Anyways 69 days left till EOYs! Can't wait hehehe. Learning how to sing to What Do You See while listening to In Dulci Jubilo now HAHAHA I know its impossible, but I'm just trying it out for fun ^^ So... everyone's got limits. Everyone knows they've got limits, everyone knows life is full of boundaries. But at the same time, this fact doesn't stop the majority from exceeding expectations. Know why? 'cos expectations aren't the same as limitations and boundaries! (At least that's what I think la o.o)
So, though everyone has limitations/restrictions/whatsoever, it doesn't mean we can't dream big right? And at the same time, it doesn't mean that we can't attempt to go beyond our limitations right? o.o See, first you dream big, then you think how you're going to make your dream come true, then you attempt to make your dream come true! After all, Mdm Liew once said that desire + effort = results :P
And then what happens when you succumb to failure? You try again lor! :D
Yea its not as easy as it sounds, but its still possible hehehe. Optimism is essential because if you do everything with a pessimistic attitude, with reluctance and whatsoever, you'll never succeed! (Again, at least that's what I think la o.o)
So this is my extended formula of achieving great things in life! (Don't worry it won't be as confusing as Nicholas's algrebra hehe)- Desire + efforts + optimism + failure + trying again and again and again until you succeed (depending on how many times you fail o.o) = the results you want :D
Oh yes and crushing does help to increase optimism HAHAHA because when you see your crush or think of your crush, you'll be happy right? Hehe at least, that's what I think la. Gosh I've got to be more confident of what I say man -.-
Okay I'm probably typing all this out of boredom so if you think what I'm saying doesn't make sense, then its up to you lolol.
Kay, going to do homework and revision now. Byebye!
-Ultra Kitty LOL
Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 6:38 PM So.....
Ignore the previous post. Bad memories should be forgotten. Life should carry on :)
HELLOOOOO :D Gah I've been yawning all day long 'cos I left school like at 7 yesterday after debate and reached home at 8 'cos my parents wanted me to be INDEPENDENT so they didn't drive me home from school. Instead, I took the bus back home by myself :( Yea and I like, stayed up all night to do the sowing for the HE project and I only completed like 1/4 of the sowing when it was like 11pm+ already -.- Anyways so, I really shouldn't procrastinate 'cos I honestly AM NOT the kind of person who does things at the last minute haha.
The current ER project going on (Teachers' Day) has been progressing smoothly! Heheh, as a gift IC I'm completing everything at a super fast rate so I can help Sherlyn with her banner weehoo.
Oh yes, today MORNING was scary o.o Samantha (Lek) told the SLTs that we have 2 weeks left until the end of our probation so we either fail, pass, or get an extended probation. Wowww 4 weeks past so fast! That reminds me... *mentally prepares myself for next week's recess duty >.<*
So... Today was Ms Wee's last day in Xinmin :( Samantha (Ng) and I had the honor of dancing in front of Ms Wee while the choir sang to Nobody. It was such a sweet moment... tears swelled up in my eyes after all the dancing I had to rush to the toilet after choir to "let it all out" :P Ms Wee wished me good luck in crushing, LOL! (Yes, I told her my REAL crush. Not the one DON'T KNOW WHO told her ._.). Oh yes and singing to In Dulci Jubilo has been URGHHHHHHHHH -.- But I shall persevere till the very end weehoo :*
You know, I promised Nicholas I'd participate enthusiastically in choir o.o so I shall keep my promise though we didn't gou gou shou LOL! Sherry's bouncy bouncy smack smack is cute. LOL I did it to David and he started whining HAHAHA. Oh yea the preliminary round for Spelling Bee is next Monday! o.o Gosh haha I'm so not prepared :P *starts reading the dictionary :P*
So... 2 weeks left! >.< Jiayouuuuu!
Today was Zion's last day in Xinmin as well! Haha, though I'm not exactly close to him, well, we're still good friends :D And he's like the only exchange student who remembers my name so, HAHA yea...
Haha byebye, have a great weekend and an awesome week ahead!
Oh yes and, Demi Lovato's album topped the charts! YAY Demi ftw!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 5:44 PM Here we go, go, go again!.
Buy me Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again album and I'll marry you. LOL just kidding I won't :D
But I'll love you to bits if you do!
Anyways the new south wales test was total chimology I almost fainted ^^ But still I tried my best for the test la. Hopefully I'll get distinction, hehe!
The link above directs you to the ENTIRE play list of Demi Lovato's awesome album weehoo.
Oh yea and today, during CCM, Sock Hwee came to my class to look for me and asked me for help to get her class to keep quiet so I just went, and it turned out her class was like 927398739817323721372132132183098 times less quiet than my class AHAHA. Irony LOL.
Byee!
Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 7:50 PM Bz.
*Yawn* exhausted after a long day of school. AHK outing's canceled 'cos Alfredumb's grounded. Boo :(
I realize my posts are getting shorter hehe. I plan to quit AP soon YAY.
Gtg byee.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 4:21 PM R-A-N-D-O-M!.
Typical day :( My parents spent the whole day house hunting but I was unable to go x.x
HOMEWORK'S DONE except for the home econs project which is due next week (I procrastinated too much!) and the history project which is due term 4 week 2 (But I wish to complete it before the September hols).
Yeaaaaaaa... Justin's dp is sooooooo pretty ^^
Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 5:20 PM Lalala.
Okay I'm going to blog about the whole week now :D
1. Alfreda and Hannah, I love you two. Can't wait till next Friday teehee.
2. I've been busy :( Not exactly living a lifeless life now... not exactly sick of school.... goshgosh, the feeling's just unexplainable! I've just... never really felt this way before. Actually yes I have, but not to such an extent and definitely not to THIS extent! Terrible, horrible, horrendous! (Yes and I'm like totally contradicting my statement now 'cos if I'm busy, why do I have time to blog!?). Aiyoo its like, I'm not usually someone who procrastinates and leaves things to the very end and things like that but now because of my procrastination and whatever you call it, I'm rushing on my homework now while sneezing away with little visible drops of saliva on my computer screen after all the major AH CHOOs :( eeew right hehe.
3. So, honestly what's the point of asking me if I like a particular someone when if I say no you'd be like, "Don't bluff!" and start teasing me, and if I say yes you'd be like "HAHA I KNEW IT!" <- This doesn't imply anything!
4. Special thanks to Tricia for the homework delivery and thanks people for all the well wishes :D
5. BYEEE! *waves frantically*
Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 5:41 PM I sound old in this post!.
I was so unique, now I feel skin deep. Count on the make up, to cover it all. Crying myself to sleep, 'cos I cannot keep their attention. Thought I could be strong, but its killing me. Someone hear my cry, I'm dying for new life.
I wanna be beautiful, make you stand in awe Look inside my heart, and be amazed. I want to hear you say, who I am is quite enough. Just wanna be worthy of love, and beautiful.
Sometimes I wish I was someone, other than me Fighting to make the mirror happy. Trying to find whatever is missing, Won't you help me back to glory.
I wanna be beautiful, make you stand in awe Look inside my heart, and be amazed. I want to hear you say, who I am is quite enough. Just wanna be worthy of love...
You make me beautiful You make me stand in awe You step inside my heart, and I am amazed I love to hear You say Who I am is quite enough You make me worthy of love and beautiful I've learned that pretending to be someone else whom you're not just so that you can gain popularity or attention from your peers is well, clearly of no use because even if they are fond of who you were attempting to be, the feelings will never be genuine because its not you they love. Instead, its someone else they've shown interest in.
True friends love you for who you are- Just like the true friends I have. I really thank God for people like them who've been with me through thick and thin. Another thing I've learned is how to treasure friendship regardless of the circumstance because though the saying is rather cliche, the fact that you'll never know the genuine importance of something or someone until you lose it is still undeniable, so yea.
I sound old yea, haha. Bye ^^
@ 7:36 AM Random.
I've got flu like symptoms, and I'm down with a fever. It all started with the sneezing... :( So yes, I just hope it isn't hini. I honestly looked forward to school (somehow), but Daddy convinced me to stay at home to get some rest. Mommy's taking the day off to accompany me to the doctor's later on ^^ I guess I can take this as a day off, hehe.
Oh and I'm sick and tired of having to use like, 6 hairpins to pin up my fringe all the time, especially when I'm in a rush for school and I've got to tie my hair up neatly but the hairpins just keep getting in the way so I guess I'm going to use a hairband from now on haha.
Bye! Who are you to assume? Who are you to comment? Who are you to criticize? Who am I to assume? Who am I to comment? Who am I to criticize? Confused again!
Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 6:30 PM Pouring out.
"Fear keeps us from moving on in life."- I remember Joel once said that in this years' investiture or something. Not sure if this is exactly what he said but, I guess its close. Anyways, it still makes sense ^^
I have fears. Wearing the SLT badge makes my hair stand and all that. It makes me feel... self-conscious of my actions. The feeling's just indescribable, but I guess every SL has gone through what I'm going through and will be going through so it'll probably take some time for me to get used to this new life :P
I've got four commitments in school, excluding studies- SLB, debate, assembly presenters and choir. Schedule's packed. There's never a day when I can just, leave school directly after the teacher of the last lesson of that particular day dismisses us from school. I either have choir/debate/AP or whatsoever la, and sometimes debate ends at 7pm :P I remember during the SL interview when Samantha asked me how I planned to handle my commitments. I recall telling her that I'd prioritize but I guess that, well, I've obviously contradicted what I told her back then. Another case of over-confidence for the dumbass -.-
Friendship just makes everything worse. One moment, someone's annoyed. Another moment, someone's pissed off and another moment, someone starts crying. Honestly, I've ever taken it into consideration- I've ever had the desperate urge to become a social outcast because somehow I was under the impression that maybe if I were to be one, everyone would be happy and no one would care about me. That way, everyday would be great and everyone would feel great as well. I assumed that living life as a social outcast would be much better, and that was stupid.
But life is full of ups and downs ey? :) Crying doesn't change anything, confiding in someone doesn't change anything as well, and "emptying the bottle" obviously isn't of much help to anything or anyone either- but somehow when I'm feeling down and I do one of those things, I just feel, well, motivated to do even better in life and that just gives me the optimism to either start afresh or let bygones be bygones ^^ Its just like magic, haha.
Bye :D
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 7:15 PM T.
What did I do to deserve this? Tell me the truth and don't lie. You're pretty good at that, but no not this time. You walk around like you run the world, Running your mouth and talking about me now. They think that you're the perfect girl- They're gonna see everything, So get back.
Its gonna come back around, You know that this town is just too small, and not too tall to take this again You're just too adverse but I've got news- You know you're just gonna lose Everything and everyone that means so much to you.
I'm feeling bad for, You are alone and nobody cares that you are One look into your eyes, Easy to see what you could be but you're not I say it's time that you give in, Since it was real, you cannot fulfill, you're over. You feel your heart beat deep down Ignoring the shame of causing this pain, Just get out.
You win. Satisfied? I'm sick and tired of everything you know that? I've got limits, you know that? I've been bottling up all along, you know that? I hate you. I detest the sight of you because you know what? Your definition of cute/adorable is excruciatingly disgusting and no I don't think I'm exaggerating. You enjoy this don't you? You said you'd never come back. You said that you were leaving for good. But you lied. You hypocrite. Don't worry, I'm not emo! I'm just... pissed ^^ I'm okay, I honestly am :D Trust me! Tomorrow I'll have a big smile on my face haha. Pinky swear ^^
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 9:03 AM SYF @ TYP.
Okay yea I'm on hiatus now but here I am, still blogging! :D Maybe I should only blog on the weekends haha. YES I SHALL BLOG ONLY WHEN ITS SATURDAY/SUNDAY! So since today's Sunday, I shall blog about yesterday's performance!-
Before I left home for school, I had to apply some make up on my face. The process of putting on the foundation and blusher and eyeshadow and lip gloss and all that was uber coolio woohoo! After all I had some experience from playing tons and tons of make up games as I mentioned before in one of my posts heehee.
When I was in school I realized that the swatties were having a meeting and I saw JUNWEN there. Yea, so I chased him around and hit him with my red cap just like how I did on Friday, except that I used my pink file. Mmm hmm, and he threatened to say the name out loudddddddd. Whatever hehe :* So the SWAT meeting ended, and I accompanied Sherry to the general office after that to help her carry the frame thingy while she carried the easel thingy. I had my chicken burger after that and then blablablablabla *fast forward in time*..... the girls took the BIGGER bus to tpy hub!
We had our rehearsal after that, and Mr John made us go through both plan A and plan B of his evacuation routes. Then, at that point of time, Colin and Ms Wee told me that my make up was totally gone and I looked really pale :O (NOOOOOOOOO!!!!) Okay so anyways on the way back to the stage from the exacuation area, I saw this banner thingy that showed the theme of NDP'09!
COME TOGETHER (REACHING OUT REACHING UP) Sounds wrong huh? I told Sherry about it and then she started laughing like cuckoo bird, HAHA. To read more about NDP'09, go to Sherry's blog!
By the way, the AnglOchestra boys were AHHHH ADORABLE! *hyperventilates* Anyways Tosy and I went to the toilet to touch up on our make up after that, and when we went back to where the choir people were, we realized there was bread to eat and milo to drink yippee! (I was starving hehe)
Okay so I don't know why but there were like, tons of rehearsals o_o Anyways all I knew was that the last performance was the ACTUAL PERFORMANCE. Yea :D
Ohohoh and according to Sherry, TzuNing was aroused, and apparently Tosy did not know what aroused meant. So Sherry asked her, "What does "a rousing applause" make you think of?" Tosy was like, "Raising up? Huh? Stand up ah?" So I put my cap at Tzu Ning's *clear throat* and looked at Tosy, and then I asked her- "What does this make you think of?"
Tosy said- OHHHHH, HIS COCK GROW BIGGER AH?
Then Sherry and I broke out in guffaws. Wowww okayy... OH speaking of Tzu Ning, many people say I look like him! Some even think we're siblings/couple <- Neverrr.
Oh yes and thanks to those who came to watch our performance woohoo you rock! :D
1. Mr Yong and Mdm Liew liked the dancing woohoo!!!!!! 2. My ass got poked and slapped by Sherry. 3. I had dinner with Mabellyn (OMG MABELLYN'S FROM PLMGS(P) TOO AHHH!!) after that and taxi-ed home :D
BYEEEE! (Oh yea, updated play list AGAIN. Hehe pay attention to the lyrics if you want, some are inspirational and motivational :P)
Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 4:05 PM .
So, 1. Ms Quek reprimanded me for requesting to be excused from choir for my dental appointment on the day itself (today) and for having inappropriate earrings on in school. Sigh.
2. Hiatus- and serious this time, because the EOY examinations are like, less than 3 months away.
3. I've got braces on now :)
4. Some of you asked me why I didn't blog about like, how I feel about being a SLT o_o Um, okay I shall blog about it now- I feel weird with the badge on :*
5. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
BYEE! Ohohoh tomorrow will be a special day woohoo.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 2:42 PM SIGH???? :*.
AS EXPECTED, Semester 2 has been busy :* (I'm not exaggerating okay!)
再见! Today's chinese test was BLEAH :( AND I SAW YOU 8 TIMES TODAYYYYY~
Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 11:11 AM RANDOM!.
I know I stated before in one of my posts that I'd probably be using the triangle skin much longer than usual :* Err honestly I couldn't resist the temptation to change my blogskin again 'cos I found a much prettier one that was to my liking hehe. I'm still trying to figure out how to fit my play list at the navigation area though :O
Apparently I've completed all my homework + additional revision except for my art homework. Boooooo art. Booooboooo art. Booooboooobooo art. Boooobooooboooobooo art.
Oh yea, the total number of cases of H1N1 flu (Or as Colin calls it- hini flu) in Singapore accumulates to 1055. Yea :( Get well soon hini infected people!
Byee!
Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 7:02 PM .
Hello! Okay, because I've got a sudden interest in Psychology I decided to do some reading up on Psychology so I went to the Cheng San Library to borrow some books on Psychology but I didn't know how to use the searching thingy so I had a hard time looking for the books I wanted. In addition when I approached the Librarian for help, she simply glared at me and asked me this one question- Are you a Singaporean anot?
*emo* :(
OH YEA! You know, I think I'm officially addicted to dress up games because today, I spent my whole afternoon doing makeovers for Selena Gomez and dressing up Megan Fox and Lady Gaga. LOLOLOL *nods head*
Oh boo I can't upload images now. Apparently there's something wrong with blogger :( Don't worry I'll upload next time :D So byee!
@ 1:16 PM RANDOM!.
1. As quoted from Sherry's blog,
GO TO TOA PAYOH HDB HUB ON SATURDAY, 11 JULY 2009 BY 4PM! SUPPORT CHOIR!
2. I've got a new play list in my blog now! :D Realize that all the songs found in my play list are all by Demi Lovato? I shall explain the reason behind my selection of the 5 songs in my play list out of total randomness + boredom muahaha. (Yea, pay good attention to the lyrics if interested lolol.)
Back Around is dedicated to someone I dislike
Open and all the other songs explain how I feel
3. Ignore the post about me hiatus-ing!
4. My tagboard is dead :(
Yea, bye!
Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 9:17 PM And so Kaely prays.
Storm is brewing in the air tonight So many pressures on my mind Want to escape just wanna run away But it's not an option I have to stay
And so I pray I wish that all these things would go away To disappear if only for a day Know I can't go but I don't wanna stay
Can't believe the irony The thing I wanted is killing me All the happy smiles I miss Didn't think it would be like this
And so I pray I wish that all these things would go away To disappear if only for a day Know I can't go but I don't wanna stay
Storm is brewing in the air tonight So many pressures on my mind Want to escape just wanna run away But it's not an option I have to stay
And so I pray I wish that all these things would go away To disappear if only for a day Know I can't go but I don't wanna stay To be left alone if only for a day I wish that all these things would go away (pray to you I hope it will be alright) To be someone else if only for a day (and over soon, I feel it) Know I can't go but I don't wanna stay (hope that you hear me)
Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 4:46 PM .
Ignore the previous post, I guess I was a little pissed off at that point of time and went a little too far with my choice of words, especially when I blogged about the sitting position. So I'm sorry!
Anyways I'm now a bimbo bee yayayay. Haha from a CHIMpanzee to a bimbo bee. Cool :D Plus I changed my blogskin! I like it haha. Not that I'm in a love triangle (I'm not even in a love line ._.) but I really like the words, I think its absolutely cool so I guess I'll be using this skin for a really long time. At least longer than usual :D
My grades are DEPROVING (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). Actually that was an exaggeration HAHA. Truth is my Chinese is deproving :(
Okay, HIATUS START!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 5:42 PM Sigh.
Wowww its been so long since my last post. I shall do numbering again! Personally I think numbering is cool and neat, like as compared to a really wordy post that people won't even bother to read, which is why I see no point in doing a wordy post haha.
1. "Good morning, if you've been to any affected countries in the last 7 days, please keep to the left. Thank you!"
2. BEING DISIAO-ED IS GETTING VERY ANNOYING :(
3. Wish you were here, wish I could talk to you. I know we're just friends, but somehow I just keep thinking about you.
4. I think I've done pretty well for today's Maths test :D I predict that I'll get 45/50? The lowest I can get is 40 I guess- since I revised and mugged really hard for this test.
5. Daniel is chairman, Zulaikha is vice-chairman! *clap clap*
6. I hate the sitting position in class, I hate it that WeiSheng's sitting behind me 'cos he keeps pulling my hair and doing things that annoy me. I hate it that Samantha sits to my left and that XinYu sits in front of me, and because they're BFFs they keep passing notes in class and somehow they keep getting ME to pass the notes during lessons when they clearly know that I'm trying my very best to pay attention in class. I hate it that Tricia's sitting next to me, all she does is snoreeeeeeee/text message away in class. Yea, I understand that Ms Lin and Ms Wong placed me there because they want me to help with Tricia, Samantha and XinYu's academics but still, who's going to help me if I help them!? My grades are like AHHHH these days :( Anyways when I offer my help to them (Like in a really polite manner), they just shun me away and tell me to shut up. SO WHATS THE POINT?
7. You find out!
8. I like someone, but only 1 person knows who it is so those who think its ____, its not. I used to like him, but not anymore.
9. Sigh I realize this post is getting rather wordy :O
Hello world! My name is as seen above,
My birthday's on 1/1/97,
My primary school was Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (Primary),
But I'm now studying in Xinmin Secondary School
I'm from the Xinmin Chorale (ALTO♥♥♥), Xinmin Debate and I'm also an Assembly Presenter
