Alright this post shall be separated from the previous post. Anyways just in case you're wondering... yes this post is regarding selection camp. I know I'm really paranoid but I just really am afraid. I'm afraid that I'll become... well, really snobbish and stuff like that once I become a SLT (If I pass the 2 camps). I don't want to change. I just want to be myself, be true to myself. People change but I want to change for the better and not for the worse. Some of my peers already dislike me because I'm an emcee in school. Apparently they think I sound proud and cocky on stage which is just... sad? The way I speak on stage is the way Mrs. Yeap expects me to speak on stage (Not pushing the blame to her but, yea that's the truth). I mean they dislike me simply because of that so... what will happen if I become a SLT? Won't they think that I'm some teacher's pet or something? Won't they dislike me even more? I don't even know why I care so much about what people think of me, I don't even know why I feel so self-conscious. I mean, is it wrong to be pursuing my own interests? I'm not doing any of this for fame or whatever... I'm not that kind of person.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Byee. (By the way I don't have mood swings, I'm just feeling half happy and half sad. hm.)
Hello world! My name is as seen above,
My birthday's on 1/1/97,
My primary school was Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' School (Primary),
But I'm now studying in Xinmin Secondary School
I'm from the Xinmin Chorale (ALTO♥♥♥), Xinmin Debate and I'm also an Assembly Presenter
